I can't believe in just a few short weeks I get to marry the man of my dreams!!! :) Not everyone finds the depth of love I have for and from J.R. We have the kind of relationship that people dream of.
Even though my family is not able to be there in person, I know they all wish us well and wish they could be here to share our special day. With airfare as expensive as it is, and the fact that we decided just 6 short weeks ago to embark on a wedding this year instead of next all factor into why they can't come. I understand, doesn't make it less sad that I don't get to show him off and strut like a peacock about how proud I am to be marrying him, or for how proud I am of my kids.
I have been asked if I am nervous. I am not nervous about spending my life loving this wonderful person, or raising my kids together with him. I am nervous about all my plans going as I think they should. I am trying to not have huge expectations and relying on the "pros", to help me with the things I know I won't be able to do. I plan to be very laid back, relaxed and enjoy ever second of my first day as Mrs. Fikuart!!!
4 Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant 5or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. 7It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. I Corinthians 13:4-7
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